// sad bitches // failing gives me joy //

Hey y'all . So today is friday , thank god it's friday ! ☺
So this day last week i saw pierce the veil live omg , my heart might just shatter , /ahh/
so anyways , ever since like wednesday i've been so sick that i could just kill someone bc its so annoying not being able to carry on with your daily activities w/o sniffing your mucus up every 5 seconds .
That sucks big time D;
anyways , i got back 3 of my tests , and i did my pure geography test paper , luckily i managed to finish it on time , i was really scared i wouldn't be able to do so because Han xiang told me that he wasn't able to finish the paper , then i was very scared like what if i cant finish it omg . But luckily i did , phew .
So yea , as i was saying .. tests ! Yea , i got back my English Comprehension , Mathematics and Principle of Acccounts paper back today , and guess what .
Yea . i failed all those motherbitches tests . SIGHS  .
;-;
For english // 11out of 25 (( probably the first time i failed english , devastating man .. ))
for maths // 7 out of 20  (( as expected ))
for POA // 15 OUT OF FREAKING 40 (( THIS IS REALLY BAD , BC IN THE LAST TEST I GOT 35 , AND I DROPPED WHOPPING 20 MARKS MAN ))

that was devastating , okay moving on .
what else happened hmm lemme see , oh yea Eric Piang Soe was such a douche .
Like totally zzzzz man .
Because i was taking down notes from the slideshow , and then he stood up , so i was like ' Eric can you move ? '
and he just ignored me and took his own sweet time , and i was like ... k ....
waiting ////
so he finally moved and i was like , ' all these tall niggas '
and trust me , i said it as a casual remark , not to hurt anyone or shit .
and he just stood beside me for like 5 seconds , totally dumbfounded , and then he said ' Please la , your skin is darker than mine '
and i just wanted to laugh out loud so fucking badly . like damn eric , damnnn . btw , he's god damn chinese  , and im just tan ( so which means its not my natural skin tone , im actually really fair zzz)

WHEN I CALL YOU A NIGGA , IM NOT ACTUALLY SAYING YOU ARE BLACK  , YA KNOW , its like its just a remark to call a certain someone , and im actually laughing at the fact that he took 5 seconds for a comeback #done .
well , what to say , all these motherfucking poseurs aint know no shit about arguing , 100 % done .
You see , the thing is , all the boys from my school are neither hot and neither are they hilarious . So this pretty much sucks , bc i will never be sexually attracted to anyone from my school , but its alright bc i hate all of them , all fake bitches , i only like 5 % of the school's population , people who are my friends and dont actually make remarks about me even before getting to know me , yey .
So thats it for today , really hoping i recover from this flu thouhg , * prays *


Signing off ,
                 Jyoti x ☺









*ps : i realised that if anyone from my school actually found out about my blog , i'd be in deep shit bc everyone would start hating on me , ya know what i mean hahahha